Endless Love.

Monday, April 27, 2009

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in the morning on the bus saw kai jun den sit behind him toking abt the star award LOL den half way through the jorney saw one woman wif a children so jus gve up the seat den let them sit lor den kai jun saw me carry the heavy thing*things use for today f&n exam* den he say he help me carry after tat when we alight the bus he say y i so lame use ultraman plastic bag den i was lyk"huh! really arg i dunno leh" cos i jus anyhow take one plastic bag from hse didt even bother to care wat it look lykXD after tat came bk from duty after recess den saw no one in the class room cos all gone to kitchen liao den i cal richard to come down help me open the door cos i scared later i go up find him den come bk classroom take my things den ned go bk kitchen den the exam start liao i die but richard didt pick up so i cal joey c whether she got pick up den can help me cal richard but she also didt pick up,i was waiting for joey to pick up while running to the kitchen den after tat choon kuang saw me using phone so he confiscate den ask me write down name>.<" den say prefect doest mean can use hp den mus ask mrs tan c whether can gve me bk etc den gve him the phone lor anw he really saw me using hp wat nvm...den something happen *duan feng & yong xiang should noe(thank you guys anw)*after tat he come find me during the f&n exam say Elaine say can gve me bk first den i wil get disciplinary punishment next time,i was lyk "o,ok"...after tat mrs tan come find our class prefect to gve us the trip form den i told her the whole incident den she say"aiyo y liddat,make sure next time dun do it again"
...after the cooking exam den went bk to class den many ppl cop my fruit yogurt esp giok kim she was taking a spoon den take my whole dessert and keep eating LOL ...den after sch we go eat tgt den cop each other food and guan hoe food is NICE!!! sry for keep coping ur food haha...went bk to class for higher mother tougue den smell something smelly den saw richard moping the floor reason is his fish sauce dirty the the whole floor cos spilt out or something and the smell of the fish sauce is unbearble imagine the smell can contaminate the whole classroomXD den xun lin and qi wen go take the medical oilment to rub against their nose so they wont be able to smell the smelly fish sauce den in the end they shouted"好辣，好辣!" ROFL den bryant use his perfume stuff to make the classroom 香香HAHA!... went home wif qiwen,wingyan,kailin and D...me and qw was lyk"wen i bet wif u he sure come wif us de" den wen say "no lor,he wont de" IN THE END I WON!!! den after tat i was pranking desmond when he walk away i keep shouting "desmond bye bye" den he turn bk and wave XD den he continue walk i shouted again "desmond bye bye" he still turn bk and wave leh LOL i almost repeat it 3 or 4 times bah HAHA! oya forget something!!!i somehow feel tat C LIKE J really really today i discover de,if wan to noe further more come ask me for details! jkjk(no offence i scared C will kill me) and something to announce
JIN SHEN IS MY CUTE PAPA!!!

Love is in the air
2:59 AM

Friday, April 24, 2009

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I'M EXTRA IN THIS WORLD!!!
Maybe bryant is right i'm extra in this world nobody ned me,no matter wat happen to me no one wil care...everybody wun only think wat i say is rubbish and today i finally learn to keep my mouth shut...do u all think tat u all tok loudly to me i will scare,i learn my mistake i am not tat gurl tat only follow wat u all say alr i wan be myself...i wan live for myself...i found tat friens can be fake sometimes they might not really ned me tat much...esp for *17.23* i alr dunno wat r we friend?bestfriend? i'm really in doubtT_T maybe i really think tat she really think i am her bestfriend so i jus kept quiet when she hurt me in someway or wat...jus from today after sch i decided not to hve any bestfriends liao jus make normal friends tat i can tok jiu okay liao...

Love is in the air
4:54 AM

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

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CHINESE DANCE GET GOLD!!!
congratulation to chinese dancers!!! wif all our effort and hard work put in we finally get a good outcome...when i heard news tat mdm gee is waiting for the result,i called her and ask wat was the result den she say tat the award announcement jus started so i was lyk okay okay later sms or cal me...after awhile i cal again den she didt pick up liao*i think is too many ppl cal her le so she dun wan pick up* cos jus now i told veekher tat i kept calling mdm gee den she say she also XD den came home abit sad...y am i caring so much for my father??? wanted to go to the camp very much but in front of him i jus say i dun wan go lar so expensive tcher force me go i also dun wan,while on the other hand he is trying to get something he cant afford or can also say tat he care for his brothership so much and make himself suffer so much...jus now i was thinking since my father can be so *rich* y cant i jus take $600 over to go for the two camp but when he jus came home i saw how stress he was and i decided to keep my mouth shut and be a good gurl T_T

Love is in the air
6:15 AM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

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hihi i'm back...nth much happen nowdays...mid year exam coming now starting to prepare for it *stressed* today stay bk to do class cleanilness duty den according to alvin information i ned to do the level 1 duty so after i fin it i went bk to general office to put bk the paper and saw joven...he ask me y i do the level 1 de i should do level 3 de >.<" he say alvin say wrongly...so neilson went to do level 3 instead of level 1 den he lazy to gve mark so ask me go wif him den he jus count the mark>.<" den saw kor having lesson or wat wif mr chua...after tat went to locker and saw hui lin den she say she joey brenda going lib to do hw so i went wif them den stay still 5.30pm and went to bus stop wif hui lin...i really found tat i owe many hw HAIX
我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变的复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
推出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答

請告訴他
我不愛他
笑著難過
自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎
橫了心說真心謊話
別告訴他
我還想他
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口
就讓沉默代替所有回答

Love is in the air
5:04 AM

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

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i already dunno the meaning of life,it is jus so difficult for me to noe...nowdays really found tat my smiles are all so fake...I'm tired...I'm tired to keep the smile on my face when i cry, I'm tired to encourage myself nth to sad abt, I'm tired when i always try to excel in studies but i fail, I'm tired to face friendship tat is no longer tat strong, I'm tired to hide my feelings for him, I'm tired to make myself full of scar to make him happy, I'm tired I'm really tired...who can help me to carry all these burdensT_T

Love is in the air
5:25 AM