Endless Love.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

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Hello people...

back to post again....really lost now....jus heard tat many ppl score quite well for their math or lit de,but i still dunno my results cos absent on tat day...feeling not to go sch leh,didt dare to face my results...although do wif all my best liao but really stil dun hve any confidence...hope wil get good results bah i really dun wan waste all my effort,if get bad results i also dunno how much courage i still hve,i knew i wil broke down de...ARGHHHHHHH!!! feel to scream out everything inside me!!! i am tired,really really tired...any shoulder to let me lean on? *cry*
one more day and tat it,i'll go back to reality and face everything....
after all these........
dunno wat will happen to me.......
hope i'll be alright.........
hope i'll stay happy like the past.........
Bye people.
next time when i post you wil noe whether i'm still alive=)
You guys are in my heart with love..........

Love is in the air
3:55 AM

Friday, October 9, 2009

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Happy Birthday To Me!!!

Hohoho today is my birthday...thank all the ppl who wish me happy birthday and people who gve me presents...really many things happen today,make me dunno whether i should cry or smile,really lost...wanted to go cwp to collect cake but walk til half way to bus stop realise i left my wallet in the classroom so make all the way back to sch and was ask to stay bk by mdm tan for some toking,after hearing her words i really feel lost and dunno wat to do,i really didt neglect my studies in fact i was studying so hard in order to make ppl around me noe tat he wont affect my studies,my grades also didt drop in fact i am trying my best to improve but who will understand me T_T nobody wil noe how much i care for studies,from starting of secondary sch life my grades has been keep dropping,wanted to hve tuition but situation dun allow,i hve alr tried my best,i really didt neglect....haix nvm...
Was trying to keep my smile in front of him but still cant control and broke down,we knew we must make some changes to this relationship...anw was touch for everything he did for me today thank idiot dar x3...thank for ur cake thank for ur care bears thank for ur time:) i really hve doubts in this relationship,will wat mdm tan said come true? i really dunno...anw mdm tan thank for ur advice i noe wat to do,although i cant promise you anything now but i wil make sure tat i do my best in my studies and wil be a good student and prefect:)

Love is in the air
6:48 AM

Saturday, October 3, 2009

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Hello ppl!!!

So ya i suppose ppl are giving their 100% to store every informations for exam into their head now while me stil slacking here -.- mon is geo,feel lyk there is endless things for me to read and memorise:( shall jiayou anw cos cant let parents and dar down...so i believe HengJingHui can do it CHEER...if i say that there is no stress at all for me counted a lie bah,on last thur when i was studying for eng lit i dunno y i jus cry,is not tat i didt study but i do feel scared and lost for the exam...now i'm worried for my math cos i'm really really weak in math but ron promise to study wif me,hope he can help me and we'll make the last shot...
Anw ytd is mid-autumn festival,went to celebrate wif dar and my bros near my hse de,i also dunno waat place is tat,den after tat dar went to hve dinner wif my family and i :D haha now he lyk get use to be close wif my family le,i guess soon it wil be my turn to get close to his family SWEET...now i hve 100% tat we wil last long and forever<3

Anywhere people must jiayou for exam kay!!!
Must believe it yourself
And give the best shot
Start studying now or you will regret
JIAYOU!!!
love you all loads *smile*

Love is in the air
11:19 PM