I know i've been emoing for period of time...Thank ppl who pei me through all these esp qiwen, anna, audrey and (anna's apple+qiwen's lionXD)....haha and never forget wingyan's kiss AWWW....although promise to forget everthing and start afresh but i can feel the hurt and pain sometimes. I dunno wat i've done to make thing turn out this way. I hope i can hate but i jus can't because i really love...I really hope tat this incident won't come back to us again and make each so heart-broken...as for tat gal,i not angry wif you. Dun feel guilty or sad,it's not all your fault. I know everyone doesn't feel good. I also hope tat you can find a guy you truly love and treasure you too. After all these maybe we noe more clearly what we wan...Really hope tat everybody can be happy. Forgive and Forget <3....
Love is in the air
3:43 AM
Monday, May 3, 2010
♥ Heart shattered into pieces,anybody can glue it back?
It really hurt alot, i promise you that. I noe tat sorry cant change to forgive anymore. 9th month isn't tat short as you can think. To put everything down isn't tat easy tat you can think of. Stop loving you isn't possible... I noe you are hurt too,i'm really sorry for tat. If i could choose to start this relationship again,i will,even i knew the ending of the story. Really hope tat time can solve everything. I promise to gve you time de. Dun gve up becos i didn't. <3
We once promise each other for eternity. Do you rmb tat? We said tat we will last no matter wat. Do you rmb tat? We swear tat we love each other. Do you rmb tat? Time can make everything to be past,but it cant erase our memories. The first date we had at the beach... (I hide your slipper in the sand and it lost,i promise to find it and i did:]) Everytime you company me home... (i lay on ur shoulder on bus,when we reach,u will touch my face and say:"baby wake up") Every morning when we go to sch tgt... (you wil help me carry books,i ask are they heavy? you will smile and say:"nope") Everytime b4 I go to malaysia for long holidays... (you will wipe my tears and say:"silly gal dun cry,i'll miss you") Everytime when we quarrel... (you wil always let me win,i ask you why and you say:"becos i love you mah") When my parents oppose us being tgt... (we cry on phone and you say:"we'll hang on no matter wat") When i make you angry... (i'll write letter to you to say sorry,you never fail to forgive me after tat:]) When we are feeling low... (we will try our best to make each other smile:])
Although you are really a wooden block,but you never fail to show your love and care to me.You say you will change to become sweeter but i told you no ned becos i love you for who you are. I really enjoy and treasure the time being wif you. Maybe our love doesn't have the perfect ending we wan but i assure you tat my love for you is never fake. At the start of this relationship i promise to gve you true love,have you feel them? I noe you are feeling confuse aand lost now. I said b4 i'll respect you decision:) Idiot i love you...
Love is in the air
3:44 AM
Saturday, May 1, 2010
♥ Randomly here to post again...
There alot of thing wan to say out but jus can't. Everytime i jus swallow down everything and jus tel myself there is nth. I dun wan to be liddat but jus cant control. Qw i really hope tat i can be lyk you express out all your feelings,at least wont feel so pain. Alr many times but "2.10.15.18.14" never understand how i feel. One follow by another,i alr had enough. Or was it my problem? did i care to much? did i ask too much from him? I jus hope tat everytime he can noe wat i'm thinking before i tel him. I really mind the things he do but i dun hve the courage to tel him. I'm tired. I mean it...Crying doesn't ease my pain.
Okay enough of emo post lar...Make my mood so down:( Well well ppl if you haven start studying. STUDY NOW! HAIX...mye coming le *stress!* today cal qw ask wat she doing and Qw say: I going Novena to buy rock candy. Lol she siao one lar. Becos she say she wan eat when she study den went so far away jus to buy candy :D Anw i told her to buy one packet for me haha shun bian mah XP Ytd hve eng and chi compo exam,wrote lots of crap. and my chi compo very funny leh! i told my mom tat i'm so sry for writing tat compo becos... The compo goes lyk this... I am born without mother cos she pass away after giving birth to me. den my father go bring a new mummy for me. i hate my step-mother and after she take care of me,i accept her! lOL,SEE I TOLD YOU I WROTE CRAP! my mother say i kee siao liao nth beta to write haha:D
Shall end post here. wont be posting so soon cos got exam mah... Bye ppl <3