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A sad girl named Jinghui...
Today feel super empty de. when i reach the school,i actually told myself this "o i reached school alr arg?" i think i'm metally broke down. I just hope tat one day i don't need to cry myself to sleep,just a single day will do T_T Hate myself for being so weak,i promise him i'll be strong de:( but i failed. Always cry cry cry,HengJingHui stop being an attention seeker! cry got use meh,he is gone.pls wake up! It's all over you silly T_T When nobody pei you go school,you can go yourself! when nobody buy drink for you,you can buy yourself! When nobody help you carry books.you can take it yourself! When nobody help you wipe your tears,pls just dun cry! When will you learn to be independent? I know it's time for me to grow up,there is no him for me to rely on le. He is gone,try to accept it will you? Ytd i cried myself to sleep again. But i had a wonderful dream,i dream tat we are tgt again. In tat dream i'm a girl filled with happiness,i smile:)...How i hope tat's will be true but i know i'm staying in reality. Trying not to think of him,when i saw him,i'll told myself this guy will only appear in my dream so i'm dreaming...Jinghui has lost her laughing power,she has lost her heart and mind somewhere. A place she cannot go near to,a place where is so perfect but it just seems so far from her. She know she can'stay at the place anymore. Cos he dun need her anymore...
Love is in the air
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