Just came from yog performance :) yeah,finally finished le. although it's quite tired but it is indeed a great experience eh. Hahas being random, I HATE BITCHES! lol! i really dunno why there are so many bitches in this world,it's kinda pathetic isn't it. Can't they just get a life and do what they should do and stop making ppl unhappy -.-! F*** lar! Hais shouldn't let them affect my mood anw,they should just go bang the wall and die :) ermm,well well let's talk abt my studies! HengJingHui got her first detention in her life for not completing the ss essay...hais was quite sad and frustrated,i should manage my time well de. But sometimes i just lack of some motivation,school works are accumulating,till i dunno where to start le. maybe i should start to face them now instead keep pushing away by give damm lots of excuses. some ppl say i change alot,did i? I started to think so too :( This world is just too fake and disgusting for ppl to show its true self. Everybody is just putting on a mask,and cover their disgusting character. I dun even noe when to trust or when not to trust alr. that's the reason why ppl are putting on mask,maybe it's just the way of protecting themselves. I really dunno when i can find myself back. When you know something is bad,but u still choose to persude yourself "no,it's perfect" what will you feel? I'm doing it all these while. When will i choose to face the reality? Or my silly-ness will really make tat bad to a perfect. buuu....shall end here lar hahas.
Will post if jinghui got some random things to share or depend on her mood bah... Bleah :P
ByeBye =)
Love is in the air
8:45 AM
Friday, August 6, 2010
♥ Buuu...hello ppl! ^^
Wellwell,nowadays didnt post frequently le. Many many things happen,and all are unlucky ones! damm pekcek de can?! how i wish i can end this life and choose another one )= most suay de is i lost my phone! i only use for like 4months? hais heartpain *tears* and some other relationship stuffs. I noe i may be too much saying this thing but i really feel tat single may be better. You no need always think abt this and tat,no need care abt this and tat. maybe this can make u feel more happy(= But i know i should treasure for wat i have now,including him. Wahwah is right! Dun always think of how long we can last,at least must tell myself i've done my best and once having it (= dardar i know you have done alot for me,thank you. I know i should learn to trust you but just tat i need time kay. I can see the effort and changes you make. I know i'm really silly doing stuffs to make you sad or angry but you should know why i always liddat. No matter wat I love YOU kay? Just two more days will be our one year le. see,although we always quarrel or met wif alot of problems tat almost make us be apart, we still come thus far. I'm really sorry tat i always say break wif you. Forgive this timid me. I choose to give up than facing the fact tat you may leave me one day. I'm scared tat i lose you,tat's why i never have the courage to hold on to you...